You build yourself up to be a scientific masterpiece,
Like a jaw-dropping model to a molecular level
Not stopping until you are a replica of your own hypotheses,
Like you sold your God-given body to the man-made devil
You want to be pleasing to all eyes and observations,
Like your body and face are ones to be tested
While I am searching for a reasonable explanation,
Like your want for love or your need for acceptance
You think all there is to happiness is beauty and wealth
Like a key to life’s door, both before and after
All I really see is just a cry for help
That you hide with your smiles, and you hide with your laughter
Hurt/Comfort
“People don’t see reality, Will. People only see a version of reality that their eyes project them through. What do you see, Will?”
“I see myself taking the life of Abigail Hobbs.”
“And do you believe in what you see?”
His voice was shaking. It cracked on the word. “Yes.”
“Did you kill Abigail Hobbs?”
A chill washed over Will Graham as he finally said, “Yes.” He whispered it to himself, the words wimping quietly out of his chapped lips.“I killed Abigail Hobbs.”
Staring into nothing, seeing nothing but what his eyes led him to believe, he pi
I was about to make my day end when I buried myself under the green sheets that belonged my brother Yousef's bed. "You're going to sleep here?"
"Yeah."
"Why?" Wordlessly, I heard the light switch click and saw lights die down to black. It was around 5 o'clock in the morning, and now it's roughly about 5:50. I closed my eyes and tried to do what I wanted to do all nightend my day. I could've at about midnight, but Omar urged me to stay, playing a computer game with him.
I close my eyes and try to sleep again because I know that when I wake up, whatever it is will get better, but the door was wide open, and I could hear Omar playing th
Ch. 28 - Ugly Dresses by RebbleDiamonds, literature
Literature
Ch. 28 - Ugly Dresses
Everyone was sitting, quite happy that they're alive and all together, but in the depths of the jovial moods and happy feelings laid a hint of treachery and paranoia that they'd force themselves to ignore and shove to the very back of their minds. They've all had thoughts of killing one another, just for the sake of keeping themselves safe. Rifle thought of killing Derek. Derek thought of killing Mark. Mark thought of killing Ugine, Ugine thought of killing Taylor and so on.
They knew it very well, indeed.
"How do you like my dress?!" Acotas struts as if her one-floor apartment is a glorious runway show. Her dress was revealing, short and f
Ch. 27 - Finish Lines by RebbleDiamonds, literature
Literature
Ch. 27 - Finish Lines
"Rifle? Rifle wake up." It was the sound of a pleading little girl. In fact, the sound was exactly that. Her voice was rather odd, but only because the nasty feeling unweaving inside of her refused to sound like her usual self at all. She sounded weak, scared and did nothing but turn to the potential comfort of her sleeping big brother.
Xia's eyes were glistening and watery, and streaks of those very tears worked their way down to her chin. The morning was quiet as everybody else was resting, unaware of anything and everything but their simple fairytale dreams. She tried once more, whispering in a form of prayer, but wishing she could speak
Derek?
Don't sleep, Derek. You're going to crash the jet and kill everyone Derek. Don't sleep.
He closed his eyes and opened them with consistency, but for sure, his mind was completely drained. "Race? How long have I been flying this thing?" He took a big yawn and looked at the Pilot 2 seat. "Race?"
He was found curled up into his seat breathing heavily. Snoring. Derek pushed the autopilot button, unfastened his seat belt and went back with the others to find someone that was awake.
He looked at the columns and rows of seats, most of which were empty, to look for his friendsmost of which had their eyes shut.
Silver was wide awake.
Ch. 25 - Jets in the Air by RebbleDiamonds, literature
Literature
Ch. 25 - Jets in the Air
Legs were being paced back and forth. Back and forth. Laces of the shoes hit the ground, causing the aglets to make little noises. "Odds. Standards. Place Standards? Okay, okay, okay. Object holder, Hell. Odds. Wait! Standards! What was the standard number?" Taylor rubbed her eyes in frustration, but kept pacing. "Alright," spoke Rifle. His voice was stern. So stern, in fact, it struck calmness into Taylor's heart. It caused her to sit down and rest those pacing legs of hers. "We have to write this all down," Ugine suggested. Without another word, Taylor handed Ugine a writing utensil and a paper. "How many did we begin with?" He asked. Every
He looked like every ounce of blood had been drained to the very pit of his fingertips. His face was pale, there was ringing in his ears. Oh the terrible, terrible ringing. He had to cry. He had to, and he did. He wanted to say something; he even opened his mouth to say it. But he choked on his own words.This is a dream, he thought This is a horrible, horrible dream. His pain felt like his flesh had been ripped apart from the sharpest of teeth of a lion. Slowly, slowly. It was the worst kind of pain he had ever indulged. "I guess we'll just give you some time alone," Rifle said, cueing everyone to leave as well.
The love of his life, gone f
You build yourself up to be a scientific masterpiece,
Like a jaw-dropping model to a molecular level
Not stopping until you are a replica of your own hypotheses,
Like you sold your God-given body to the man-made devil
You want to be pleasing to all eyes and observations,
Like your body and face are ones to be tested
While I am searching for a reasonable explanation,
Like your want for love or your need for acceptance
You think all there is to happiness is beauty and wealth
Like a key to life’s door, both before and after
All I really see is just a cry for help
That you hide with your smiles, and you hide with your laughter
Hurt/Comfort
“People don’t see reality, Will. People only see a version of reality that their eyes project them through. What do you see, Will?”
“I see myself taking the life of Abigail Hobbs.”
“And do you believe in what you see?”
His voice was shaking. It cracked on the word. “Yes.”
“Did you kill Abigail Hobbs?”
A chill washed over Will Graham as he finally said, “Yes.” He whispered it to himself, the words wimping quietly out of his chapped lips.“I killed Abigail Hobbs.”
Staring into nothing, seeing nothing but what his eyes led him to believe, he pi
I was about to make my day end when I buried myself under the green sheets that belonged my brother Yousef's bed. "You're going to sleep here?"
"Yeah."
"Why?" Wordlessly, I heard the light switch click and saw lights die down to black. It was around 5 o'clock in the morning, and now it's roughly about 5:50. I closed my eyes and tried to do what I wanted to do all nightend my day. I could've at about midnight, but Omar urged me to stay, playing a computer game with him.
I close my eyes and try to sleep again because I know that when I wake up, whatever it is will get better, but the door was wide open, and I could hear Omar playing th
Ch. 28 - Ugly Dresses by RebbleDiamonds, literature
Literature
Ch. 28 - Ugly Dresses
Everyone was sitting, quite happy that they're alive and all together, but in the depths of the jovial moods and happy feelings laid a hint of treachery and paranoia that they'd force themselves to ignore and shove to the very back of their minds. They've all had thoughts of killing one another, just for the sake of keeping themselves safe. Rifle thought of killing Derek. Derek thought of killing Mark. Mark thought of killing Ugine, Ugine thought of killing Taylor and so on.
They knew it very well, indeed.
"How do you like my dress?!" Acotas struts as if her one-floor apartment is a glorious runway show. Her dress was revealing, short and f
Ch. 27 - Finish Lines by RebbleDiamonds, literature
Literature
Ch. 27 - Finish Lines
"Rifle? Rifle wake up." It was the sound of a pleading little girl. In fact, the sound was exactly that. Her voice was rather odd, but only because the nasty feeling unweaving inside of her refused to sound like her usual self at all. She sounded weak, scared and did nothing but turn to the potential comfort of her sleeping big brother.
Xia's eyes were glistening and watery, and streaks of those very tears worked their way down to her chin. The morning was quiet as everybody else was resting, unaware of anything and everything but their simple fairytale dreams. She tried once more, whispering in a form of prayer, but wishing she could speak
Derek?
Don't sleep, Derek. You're going to crash the jet and kill everyone Derek. Don't sleep.
He closed his eyes and opened them with consistency, but for sure, his mind was completely drained. "Race? How long have I been flying this thing?" He took a big yawn and looked at the Pilot 2 seat. "Race?"
He was found curled up into his seat breathing heavily. Snoring. Derek pushed the autopilot button, unfastened his seat belt and went back with the others to find someone that was awake.
He looked at the columns and rows of seats, most of which were empty, to look for his friendsmost of which had their eyes shut.
Silver was wide awake.
He looked like every ounce of blood had been drained to the very pit of his fingertips. His face was pale, there was ringing in his ears. Oh the terrible, terrible ringing. He had to cry. He had to, and he did. He wanted to say something; he even opened his mouth to say it. But he choked on his own words.This is a dream, he thought This is a horrible, horrible dream. His pain felt like his flesh had been ripped apart from the sharpest of teeth of a lion. Slowly, slowly. It was the worst kind of pain he had ever indulged. "I guess we'll just give you some time alone," Rifle said, cueing everyone to leave as well.
The love of his life, gone f
Ch. 23 - My Name is Carlos. by RebbleDiamonds, literature
Literature
Ch. 23 - My Name is Carlos.
Looking as fresh as spring blossoms and more confident than the pure masterminds of poker, they threw on their smiles, waved a goodbye and headed right out the door.
"Hey, can I drive?" Taylor asked rather pleasantly. But then there was that smile. Her lips were angled to that precise curve. That smile appears on Taylor only when she was either lying, hiding something or anything in between. It was probably the most popular thing about her, but everyone was blinded by their clean new haircuts to assume the worst. "Sure," Rifle threw the keys to her. When all doors were closed, "Take us to the hospital, Taylor," Derek said with enthusiasm nei
closer to midnight
a day before last,
we sat in my mom's car,
parked.
earlier, we drove for miles
on the endless highway
until i could feel my eyes
begin to close.
all my overwhelming
and bottled up thoughts
emerged in the form of tears
and you didn't leave.
instead, you grabbed my hand
and brushed it with your thumb,
reminding me that everything
would be okay.
for the first time,
the awkward silence was comforting
and i felt grateful to have you
there with me, that night.
remember who we are,
don't forget us.
we were the ones who
finger-painted roses tickle-me-pink
and tinted the sky yellow.
the sun kissed our souls,
creating warmth in our bruised hearts.
Hey there. My name is Heba. It means gift in Arabic, for those of you who are curious. I’m a girl who loves to make art. Writing, particularly, drives me to both insanity and sanity (it’s a vicious cycle). My sister gave me a journal when I was 5 years old and the rest was history. Enjoy your day.
Favorite genre of music: Heavy Metal Favorite photographer: ~AndYetSoFar Favorite style of art: Sketchy and Colored Favorite cartoon character: Dexter Personal Quote: "Don't give me excuses when you say everything's possible."
Favourite Visual Artist
~irishpantsgirl
Favourite Movies
21 Jump Street, American History X, Toy Story (All 3), Batman: The Dark Knight, Up
Favourite TV Shows
Seinfield. Hands down.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Avenged Sevenfold, Trivium, All That Remains, Metallica, Shinedown, Demon Hunter
Favourite Books
Moonwalking with Einstein, Kane and Abel, Series of Unfortunate Events
Favourite Writers
~alexisvalentine, ~irishpantsgirl, ~rootytoots, Lynn, Lemony Snicket, Edgar Allen Poe, David Pelzer
Favourite Games
New Super Mario Bros, Pokemon, Mortal Kombat, Tetris
Rootz-Faiz (https://www.deviantart.com/rootz-faiz) just sent me a tearful video about a cat trying to revive its feline friend. It's really sad and it really just opens up your mind. It may be depressing, but it's also a huge wake up call.
Here, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9YO3aXwDr00&feature=player_embedded. Please use only 4 minutes of your time to watch this video and help make a difference. There's so much suffering in the world out there and we don't really care because we're not a part of it. Mothers, men, women, children, animals and all are being tortured and even dying as you're reading this right now and we really need to make a difference. Even the smallest thin
Thank you! Oh god, I know. I've been planning to watch White Collar for ages now. You know, Matt Bomer and all. I simply watch so many shows already, I don't have time for all of them.
yeah, i can tell you watch a lot of shows . You watch very similar shows to my friend . she's the one who introduced me to white collar and hannibal.
I can't wait for the second season of Hannibal to come out! I wrote a fanfic about the show. Here's a link in case you would like to read it: www.fanfiction.net/s/9823133/1…